Sometimes I just want to run and hide from all of the problems around me. My friends are finally talking to me again, but for me it doesn't feel the same. I think that is because I know that if they did it once they can do it again. I still don't know why they were all mad at me, I probably never will. The only good thing is that Jarrod is still with me. I hate this because I am going to invite my dad to my graduation . This is going to suck.